Wednesday, January 23, 2019
"Like a shooting star flying across the room so fast so far, you were gone too soon. You're apart of me, and I'll never be the same here without you.. You were gone too soon." (Gone too Soon by Simple Plan.)
It's been 2 weeks since you left me. I just now started to wrap my head around it. I keep wanting to pick up the phone and call you, but then I remember I have your phone now.. Or sometimes i'll catch myself getting dressed to come over to your house and you're not there anymore, it's just empty now.. I'm really lost. And this is really hard. I know death is a part of life and I know you were getting up there in age and that this was coming soon but I still wasn't ready... Its done and over with now and I'm still not ready.. I miss you Gram. Someday we will be together again.. I love you. Rest in paradise. <3